Ignorance is bliss, no?
Then how can it “Be better to have loved and lost, then never loved at all”? 

If it all was so
simple, people would find life
to be meaningless

“It isn’t ‘Life sucks then you die’, It’s Life sucks then you kill yourself”

I hate this feeling
I’m collected
All thoughts clear
Calm and furious
Rage entwined with feelings of regret
Unadulterated pain
It’s a tragedy of sorts
And it isn’t your fault
But in the same fashion isn’t mine
Some feelings aren’t controllable

I wish for simple things
I wish I felt different
I wish we hadn’t met
I wish I was seeing someone
I wish I didn’t need someone
I wish I was sane
But above all,
I wish you could of at least given me a shot to fuck it all up
Cause I think it would of been worth it

This might of been the fifth time
But it’s worst then them all   
I didn’t delete anything
And I’m sorry but
I won’t write you off

pick me apart
let me see the embrace
of your cold crooked hands
and the smile on your face
when you bring me so down
crashing around 
like the ocean

Gone are the days
when you laughed and i cried
empty inside an alone lullaby
tried and weary falling about
like a worn old drunk…

I’m sick of these love songs
Sick of this sound
sick of the end trails
of relationships bound
why did we ever 
start all of this
in the first place

Come and Go….
Never know
The hell i choose
not to show

Scattered memories
broken dreams
always wanting
but never seems
you were with me
but really….

I’m sick of these love songs
Sick of this sound
sick of the end trails
of relationships bound
why did we ever 
start all of this
in the first place
in the first place

Special Thanks to Izzy for some odd inspiration

The state of things are in peril
My mind is fleeting with memories
The time and space between all things
These voids become filled with you
So the walls of my brain break down
And the mortar that held it together
Disintegrated and made into dust
Collapse is a powerful thing
The force behind it is stronger

It’s a shame I can’t speak up

It’s been ages since you’ve known me,
but you act like you still do.
Talk about my mistakes,
like I don’t understand the words you say.
Cut me down slowly,
each time I’m around.
One day it will be different.
One day you’ll find out.
I’m not the same kid you knew,
the one I hoped you loved.
Because what you say now,
just feeds fuel to this fire.
I can’t stand you now.

It’s like I can relate, but I don’t know her that well

It’s like I’d tried my best, but can’t steer away

It’s like she’d heard some of my thoughts before

So it’s safe to say, I like her